Toxic Parents

I have read the book, and finally, I understand where all my anger comes from.
I finally feel free not to forgive family that has been the manipulators and controllers of my life for so long.

Thank you Susan, for explaining the way I feel so well, the life I've lived, and the emotions I am going through. I am going to try work through it, it'll be a long journey, and I am not sure I will ever be right.

I hope I will, my Toxic Parents have done so little to give me the tools to cope with all the emotions I feel. They continue to try to control my life, and make me 'change' to the way they want.

I hate them. I'm scared I'm gonna stand up and say terrible things about my dad when he dies. Every one loves him, thinks he's teriffic, doesn't know the real story!

I hate Toxi Parents, all of them, i hope they rot in hell forever for what they did to us!

Back at gym

I'm back at gym again.
Enjoying getting rid of the frustrations and the extra food enjoyed over the holidays. Not that you could tell. Extras good meals don't really show on me, I'm too active.

But gym feels good again....

Welcome to 2008

It can only be better than 2007.

But then again, I say that every year.