Bitter sweet moments in time....

Ahh, the sweet exctasy of your presence brings the dread of your leaving. The bittersweet joy of having you near, in my arms, preculdes the need for you to leave. Another place, another life, another reason lies in your wake, and in your path.

All those loose ends, those pieces that need tying off. They need attention, as do I, but for me it's but one day, and for you it's but a lifetime.

We undo what we have done, and we fix what we have broken. Some day we will be whole again, together again, not for a day, not for a week, but for a lifetime.

Long may that be.......

Obama on the Jay Leno show

So President Obama sat on the Jay Leno Show, and he spoke remarkably well. He's quick, he speaks amazingly well, he is witty, and funny.

It's amazing. He's the ultimate orator, but he really understands that the power of the media, is something he can really leverage it to his advantage.
He's a clever man, and he's likely to put confidence into the American people.
That's great for the economy, and that means it's good for us too.

Go Obama!

Bingoport Choice awards

Hey - I'm famous!! I am on a website. I went to the BingoPort Player Awards for work, and here I am See here at the bottom of the page

So, I may get more than 15 minutes of fame, but it may be slightly less noticed.....

My life is great

It's really wonderful . I have so many things to be very grateful for, not least of it this wonderful feeling of being loved and wanted by the most special love of my life.

I knew 23 years ago it was right, and this time it never felt so right. He's wonderful, even changes light bulbs!! ;-)

He is special, and kind, and loving, and helpful, and he's changing his life, and making place for me in it. As for me, I'm bowled over, and just want him in my life 24/7. We'll get there.

My friends are both happy and cautious. They want me to be happy but not to jump headlong in - which they know I do. But I'm meant to be with him forever, so I'll work towards that.

A long week

Well, it's been a long week with a few ups and downs. I seem to be coping better without my man. That is, I am coping better with the idea of him not being around me every waking hour.
Not that I would n't like that, but it's getting a bit less intense now and then.

I still go through bouts of depression realisning how long it will be before he is with me again. It's tough. After waiting so long, I kinda want it to happen once and for all...

jobs and leaving them....

Is it irrational to leave your job without another one to go to?

In this climate is it a silly thing to do? What if your heart is so not in it? If you really don’t want to do it and life is getting you down as a result?

What to do ? Who to ask? I am having such difficulty making this decision at the moment.

I am in love

I am madly in love, exhilarating(ly) in love.
I never thought this would happen again, and I never thought it would happen with him, and I am so grateful to every God and Spirit and Supreme being that it has. I'll have to give grateful thanks and offer sacrifices of food and flowers for the rest of my life.
The joy and happiness I currently feel is the most amazing feeling in the world.

We both feel like teenagers, we both can't believe the intensity of our feelings, but then again, it's been going on for 23 years.

And that's another post.....